I hurt myself today to see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain, the only thing that´s real.
..

What have I become my sweetest friend?
Everyone I know goes away in the end.
And you could have it all. My empire of dirt.
I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
..

If I could start again, a million miles away,
I would keep myself. I would find a way.

- du warst alles für mich!